I said this has to end. we arent moving forward we are something like stuck in the most enjoyable rut because no matter what we do if we arent working towards a goal then we have done nothing but wasted time in pleasures that should not be felt.
He said he agreed... And as we turned to walk away it hit us just like in the movies and we turned back around running back to the arms of the one lover with the power to build the world around us or set fire to the world never to come back. We build when in each others love and destroy when we are devoid of it. We fight for each other in each others arms and when we are away a second too long we fight each other.
He said I feel like we are on a secret mission. No one knows what we are doing we just do. Oh but I thought this was the time to walk away again....I thought we had this one part figured out and it was ok bc no feelings would be expressed we would only deal with the heat emanating from each others bodies and compliment how our skin compliments one another. I thought that it wouldnt be about our love anymore.... And yet it lingers.
He said... but he does... and my reaction is equal and yet opposite. I say.... but then i do....
Maybe we will figure it out at a later date until then my favorite part is the 2 hour conversations in the wee hours of the morning just because you cant hold me as I go to sleep...
Ooh I like this =)
ReplyDeleteKimberly, FWB